here's wishing all of you a blessed new year that's fruitful, along with good health and loving relationships:)
love trulylaughter uncontrollablynever forget what made you smile
i really love you guys=)
remember, life is short, break the rules, reach for at least 1 star
dont hold back now, all those times You've brought me through
i'll be a fool to give up cause the goal is near br>
kinda felt this song mirrors what i feel now... i'm getting better. but better doesn't mean that much happier.. i've done many things to get over him, some good, some not so good. i've already stopped going to church for 3 weeks. will be a month soon cause i'm definitely won't be going for festival of praise this year cause i'm working..
been feeling so exhausted recently. work's piling up, on all sides. although i enjoy school time and work at the bear shop, i still feel that sense of loneliness.. maybe hat's why i've been buying bears to somehow fill hat void. i long to write music, but i don't have the time too. and i know, i'd probably end up writing sad songs and i don't want to...
it's almost 2 months already... slowly he has been fading out...i'm trying to numb myself, and i think i'll be there soon..
i still wear your ring. not so much hoping you'll be back, but rather, i just want to leave a trace of you around with me. you once told me, whenever i couldn't be with you, or when you had to face tough times, you'd rub that ring for support and know i'll always be there... i guess, it might have changed for you now.. but it's okay. i'll be okay again very soon. just a little bit more, a little more time to pass...
managed to upload pics alr. will add captions and post them up soon. they're all about my bears anw. don't have much to take nowadays...